my mind is clouded with thoughts of emptiness......
the love is all around, but none inside of me.......
hollow..... jaded...... is feels like it'll go on forever.......
but life is always full of it....... when will it ever stop?
this feeling, this emotion...... i feel numb and cold sometimes......
why have things gotta be so complicated?
some game? cruel one if it is......
i guess it's "hit him when he's up and running".......
to the floor i go..... filled with pain, sadness and hurt......
sometimes i dunno what to feel anymore.....
how? why? questions i can't answer......
the light in my tunnel is growing dimmer and dimmer......
God, i want to see Your light....... i'm reaching out, reaching out to You for help.
Hear my wounded heart cry out........ for comfort i need.....
happiness..... what is? back to the pits i go.....
it's getting deep, real deep..... sunken, the feel of no return......
what the f uck am i saying......... i'm losing it
i had enough...... so stay away......
Monday, November 03, 2003
I'm not a perfect person...
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